Sometimes I find myself back on another ‘Sunday blues’ roller coaster of emotion.
I feel like sometimes I should wear a sign that reads- Buck Wild Emotions Here – or – No Emotions Here –
I know…but I can’t help it, or maybe I can and just don’t know how. I guess I’m just wanting some balance between the two or honestly just balance altogether.
Tonight while I’ve been in a foggy cold-induced haze I’ve had life realization number #63. I want alot but hardly take one step toward my want(s)—light bulb— how will I ever find balance or whatever else if I am to scared or busy to take a step towards my want(s)?
Sometimes I use my circumstance as a roadblock instead of a motivator or in more basic terms- kick in the ass. I can say that I’m tired, stressed, too busy but in the end those things just leave me stuck.
Instead of stuck I want… my wants. I also deserve my wants – so if I have the ability to attempt them, then in those moments I should just go for it (right? just jump in and figure and think it out later? please just agree…)
My circumstance/my life may at times be boring, chaotic, sad or wonderful, fun and energizing.
I need to remember that it’s just my experience and my opportunity to make my life my own. Free or at least attempting to be free of comparison.
Whoever said ‘comparison is the thief of joy’ (Dwight Edwards and President Theodore Roosevelt; depending on which pinterest pin you found first) was TOTES right. It is.
Hi, My name is Jane and I am giving up comparison and replacing it with all that ‘seize the moment’ mumbo jumbo. Don’t worry though life, I won’t be perfect at it but now that I realize it I’ll try (alot) harder. OH, and life just don’t judge me if I throw a pity party for myself within 48 hours of this post (I’m still learning) or if I have to re-read my own words 48,364 times.
I’m sorta stubborn, thanks for understanding.