I need some back up.
Here is the deal, I just need some reassurance that I shouldn’t follow up on something.
I shouldn’t go off and cut my hair into a chin length bob if the movtive behind doing it is my weepy emotional state of mind? RIGHT?
Or should I because that is some kind of small inner voice telling me to do something liberating. “Cut your hair, you’ll be free, strong and in charge of your life”. That’s a bunch of BS I didn’t hear that voice say that and I am sure I could think of a number of other things that would actually be more liberating than a new hair style.
I am going to have to go with not following my weepy emotional self quite yet and ponder the decision in a more rational state of mind.
Because honestly the last thing I need right now is to start looking like Celine Dion from the 1990’s.
P.S. I just spent 17 minutes ‘googleing’ and ‘binging’ Celine Dion and now I hate myself a little bit more and my weepy emotional state has just been made worse with Titanic references. “I’ll never let go Jack, I’ll never let go” and then what does Rose do.. she lets go of Jack. Sigh…